Happy Sunday guys! Right now I am listening to Hillsong and copying my R.A.’s cds to my computer. I’m trying to build back my music collection. It will take a while since most of my beloved cds are at home. 
but I will try.
In other news, Jana’s hair turned out amazing!!! My hair turned out good also. I like it a lot actually. It doesn’t look very different but I like it a lot.
School is going well thus far. I like all of my classes. I’m finding that I have a huge loss of motivation this semester. I just want to sleep a lot. Most of the time I am with people or out doing something, but a lot of times I just really want to be sleeping. I think overall emotionally i’m just having a little bit of a hard time. I can’t even really explain it. I just feel like i’m in a slump.
But as Dr. Watson says, “People will fail you. Organizations will let you down, but God is faithful.”
Even if I don’t feel that sometimes. I know that it is true. I know that people I love will hurt me and let me down and that I will let them down and it will suck and hurt and I will let myself down and God down, but at the end of it all God will be there with me even if I want to hide from him and run away, he will be next to me because even when I don’t deserve him or his love he still loves me. He would rather have a dirty broken Tiffany than no Tiffany at all and that is a hard concept for me to master.
I’m not so good with accepting love these days or finding hope. Part of me just wants to honestly just curl up in my misery and cry but I won’t do it.
Even if I have nothing left to give right now except to pretty much exist I know that I will come to a place where I can start really living again. I know that it’s all going to be okay. It’s just hurts really bad getting there sometimes.
I didn’t expect this post to be so depressing. Sorry. I’m sure it will pet up soon enough.
In other news though. Katie P. and I bought a birthday pie and ate it the other day. It was quite entertaining. lol. 
I love you all! <333333
