Stop that!

Don’t touch me there

This is my private square

you have yours

I have mine

Please don’t touch it anytime

Stop!

Private square

So, i’m getting ready to head to my Global Perspectives class. It’s a very interesting class. Right now we are learning about Islam and Muslims. It’s very interesting and I think it is important to know about this kinda stuff.

I have a lot of homework to do today, and this week. I didn’t do very much this weekend because Jesse’s parents came, but I thin kit was worth it.

I had a fun weekend. It was nice to see people from Peru. We went to the mall and savers and some other places. Oh! we went to the Old spaghetti factory, and it was very good, and the place was very cool.

I’m having to make some hard decisions right now about life and myself, and I really miss people and hate not being there for my family when it seems like they are all having problems. But I know that God is teaching me to trust him, and getting me to a place where I have to lean on him. It’s just hard getting to that place.

I’m learning so much, and growing a lot, but i’m being pushed on from all sides, and I don’t know how to respond to any of it. I feel like i’m out of my element. I know that there are a lot of people that go through this, and that God will use whatever is going on for good things. It can just be hard sometimes.

Well, I have to change and be at class in 15 minutes, so I have to go.

I luv you guys, and miss you guys!

Hugs & Cuddles, <3 always, tiffany

“Under the ugliness was healing. i just couldn’t see what was happening under the surface. I was unable to take off the ugly layer until a lot of the healing had taken place, because then it would have just been an open wound.”

Hello everyone,

so, I keep saying that i’m going to blog and I keep not doing it. Sorry, i’ve been busy and lazy. lol. Some things just don’t change.

So far, NCU has been good. I love my classes, even if I don’t necessarily love all of the reading, and I have met a lot of really cool people. We have biblical discussions in our classes and randomly and it’s amazing. Everyone is very passionate.

while, i’m still adjusting to living with lots of girls and such, i’m learning and lot, and it’s challenging me in a lot of ways. At times, having so many people around all the time can get annoying and some of the people can get annoying, I believe God put me here, where I am and with the people I am with for a reason. I’ve really been developing new perspectives on things and seeing things differently.

God is showing me so much about myself, the world, and just everything, and it’s great. I’m falling more deeply in love with God all of the time and i’m really trying to find my identity in Christ. There is so much I see in myself that I don’t’ like and so many areas that I fall short in and feel below other people in, but i’m trying to see that i’m exactly where I am supposed to be, and that’s okay, even if it looks differently than where everyone else is.

I miss my family, pets, and friends so much. Part of me longs to be where my family is because there is so much going on with each one of them. Every single person in my family at home has something huge going on with them and I hate not being able to help. But I know that I am learning to trust God to take care of them even when i’m not around. I just miss everyone, and it seems so much is so different here and in some areas it’s hard to adjust.

Trust is a big word that keeps coming up. It’s where i’ve really been challenged a lot. i’ve been learning to trust God with, well, everything. Trust that he knows what he’s doing and is taking care of everything, and many other things.

I just love it here in so many ways. Even if sometimes it’s still so new, unfamiliar, and scary. But when i’m walking around with people and talking about God, and during classes when we have huge discussions about the things of God, and during chapel and praise gathering when I feel myself surrounded by the presence of God, it’s at those times when I know everything will be alright, when I know that i’m where i’m supposed to be, even if at times I question that.

I know this blog is prolly all over the place, so yeah, sorry about that, and I will try to update more, i’m just really tired right now and have an early class. I just thought i’d fill you guys in a little on what’s going on up here.

In the meantime, we are coming home for Thanksgiving! exciting right?!? I know you’re stoked, don’t even play like you’re not.

I love you guys, and miss you guys, but i’m so excited not only about what God is doing in my life, but in yours also. I will blog more sometime soon.

You’re all in my thoughts and prayers, even if i’m a bum at times and don’t call more often and such.

You are in my heart.

Hugs & cuddles, <3 always, Tiffany

The More I seek You
The More I find you
the more I find you
The more I love you

I want to sit at you feet
drink from the cup in your hands
lay back against you and breath
feel your heartbeat
this love is so deep
it’s more than I can stand
I melt in your peace
it’s overwhelming