Okay, so I will post pictures and blogs and all the spiffy stuff we’ve been doing up here, but the thing is it will be very long and I just don’t have the time to do it right now because we’re so busy.

Saturday, Sunday, Monday, and Today, (Welcome Week) is jam packed with sessions and meetings and all kinds of stuff. Then tomorrow we start classes.

So when I get some time I will blog and all that jazz.

Well, I have to go. We have a devotion thing in like a half hour and i’m not dressed or anything yet. so I should prolly do that.

Hugs and Cuddles, <33333

Well, i’m off in the morning. I’m not amazing with the goodbye thing, I tend to get a tad emotional… okay a little more than a tad, but hey, I can’t help it.

What can I say, i’m nervous and excited, and scared, and all sorts of stuff.

The past few years have defiantly had their down times, but they’ve had their up times too.  With the non working fire fountains, movie nights, inside jokes, very random sentences, golf cart rides, golf cart wrecks, Jesse catching his pants on fire, Jesse randomly tripping, haunted houses, haunted corn mazes, me yelling that it’s free on Broadway, youth group stuff, movie nights, getting lost (a lot), mentoes fountains, people breaking my bed (also, a lot), lots of ideas for videos that could be made, (digging up graves, ect…), the graduations, partys, random trips to Kokomo, and I could go on for a lot longer.

The point is that you guys are great, and i’m very happy to have Jesse going with me, but it’s still hard for me to say goodbye to the people i’m leaving.  You guys are so special and amazing, and so much more.You’ve all given me a lot of times I can look back on and smile, and a lot of hilarious stories that I can share at NCU, lol.

I’m going to miss being able to see you guys whenever I want.

Thank you. For everything. You guys will never know how much you mean to me.  I love you all.

So in keeping with true Tiffany fashion I also have a song.

So enjoy!

Ryan Cabrera – I Will Remember You

Eight years later
Time goes by fast
Got my memories
And they will last
I try to keep it simple ‘cuz I hate goodbyes
I try to keep it simple by telling myself that

I, I will remember you
And all of the things that we’ve gone through
There is so much I can say
But words get in the way so
We’re not together
I will remember you
I will remember you

We’re a picture in my mind
And when I wanna find you
I just close my eyes
You’ll never be that far from me
So don’t say goodbye ‘cuz
You’ll never be that far from me
I’m telling myself that

I, I will remember you
And all of the things that we’ve gone through
There is so much I can say
But words get in the way so
We’re not together
I will remember you

You were there when I needed love and
Thank you, thank you
I never told you how much that meant
God thank you, thank you
I will remember you

And all of the things that we’ve gone through
There is so much I can say
But words get in the way so
I, I will remember you
And all of the things that we’ve gone through
There is so much I can say
But words get in the way so
We’re not together
I will remember
We’re not together
I will remember you
I will remember you

 

 

I have this one song stuck in my head. It’s been there for like an hour now, but that happens to me a lot so that’s not really anything new.

It’s one of those songs that just make you wanna dance. So I have been dancing… well, okay… not so much dancing as much as like lots of bopping with the occasional circle of bounces. Yeah… Hahaha, hmmm…

Anyhoo, my daddy is getting better at his step instructing. I’m very excited for him.

My mom is, well still broken, but she hasn’t broken anything new in a day or two, so that’s definite improvement.

Gosh, I have like a week and a day left. How crazy is that?!? It feels like there’s so much to do. Plus I have a pretty consistent battle between feeling the urge to hurl and wanting to dance around with joy. I’m quite an enigma at times.

I’ve also been having battles about what I should and shouldn’t take.  That pretty much just comes down to my books though, for now anyway. Now this might sound weird, but uhhh… I am weird, so it’s all good. But my books are like a puppy for me, kinda. Well that’s the only way I can think to describe it, until like 5 minutes after I post this, then i’ll think of a really brilliant comparison.

Anyway, I have my favorite books that I always come back to, and they are like a comfort to me a lot of times. Like you know how you come home to your puppy and they symbolize like comfort for people. Okay so maybe puppy isn’t really what i’m going for. Hahaha. Forget that.

What i’m getting at is that I have a big pile of my absolute favorites, but I don’t want to drag up like a ton of books. I want to take some I have yet to read, and some of my faves. But I don’t know how to choose between my favorite books. I feel like i’m one of the judges on so you think you can dance or something and I have all of these really great dancers and I have to make a cut. How do you do that?

Yeah, so that’s a problem of mine. Madness I tell you!

Onto other things. Jodi is really sick. I feel so bad for her. I don’t like when I feel all icky, so I can’t imagine other people like that either. She should be better before our trip though, so that’s good. She has that knowledge that it will be better soon, even if it really sucks right now. Hey, you can apply that to lots. yep yep.

Well, i’m feeling a tad hyper. Where did this energy come from? All this enthusiasm?  Who knows.

But i’m gonna strike while the iron is hot! So i’m gonna go try to be super productive… or maybe i’ll dance a little more and settle in with a book. Look at me little miss unpredictable. Never know what i’m gonna do. Ha Pow!

Okay i’m done now. :p

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“I lie for only you…

I lie well, Halleluh…”

But frankly, i’m tired of lying.

It was great, and it would’ve been great. But i’m letting go of that because it’s not what is.

I tried, and I failed. It’s over, and i’m out.

Today was amazing! I had a really awesome dream last night. *sigh8 so amazing. I would say what it was, but i’m just not in the mood for mockery, lol.

Then this afternoon I went with my momma to Logansport, and I got lots of cute clothes, and  comfy too!

I also got my sheets and bedding and all that jazz.

I bonded with my mom, which is good too.

Then this evening I went to see the Bourne Ultimatum with Nikki. It was so much fun! We discussed our books, and we both sang along with the on screen frogs. We did our little dances and talked about life and peace and random topics. I love Nikki, she’s great. We’re supposed to get together again before I go, i’m gonna call her tomorrow or Thursday and she’s gonna let me know what we’re doing.

I’m really gonna miss Nikki. I wanna take her with me, lol.

Oh! and when I was parked at the movie theater a grasshopper walked across my hood. It was so sad though, cause it was missing a leg.

Poor grasshopper… I took a picture of it with my camera phone. Not that, that really helps the grasshopper or anything… hmmm… yeah….

I also ordered books from amazon! Always fun!

Well, it’s late and i’m tired and I have lots of stuff to do tomorrow.  So goodnight my lovelies!

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How is it possible for so much to go wrong with one person’s body over such a short amount of time.

And how do you fracture your leg and not know it? I mean really.

I can’t help but laugh… I know, not very nice, but I can’t help it.

In my defense, everyone else laughed too.

Hmmmm, craziness!

There are no words…

That which came together will fall apart…

*sigh*

There is nothing like reading a good book the first time through.

I’m just glad no one is around when I read, because that would be embarrassing.

I cheezy smile, giggle, gasp. The whole deal. Yeah… I’m weird, lol.

The thing is though, it makes me like that for pretty much the rest of the day.

My cheeks are hurting from smiling so much and my mom just said something that would normally annoy me, but all I could do was turn my face away and giggle uncontrollably.

Oh, my poor poor roommate.

Well, at least she’ll be entertained I suppose. lol

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1 . At Lunch Time, sit in your parked car with sunglasses on and point a hair dryer at passing cars. See if they slow down.

2. Page Yourself Over The Intercom. Don’t Disguise Your Voice.

3. Every Time Someone Asks You To Do Something, Ask If They Want Fries with that.

4. Put Your Garbage Can On Your Desk And Label It “In.”

5. Put Decaf In The Coffee Maker For 3 Weeks. Once everyone has gotten over Their Caffeine Addictions, Switch to Espresso.

6. In the Memo Field Of All Your Checks, Write “For Smuggling Diamonds”

7. Finish All Your sentences with “In Accordance With the Prophecy.”

8. Don t use any punctuation

9. As Often As Possible, Skip Rather Than Walk.

10. Order a Diet Water whenever you go out to eat, with a serious face.

11. Specify That Your Drive-through Order Is “To Go.”

12. Sing Along At the Opera.

13. Go to a Poetry Recital and Ask Why The Poems Don’t Rhyme.

14. Put Mosquito Netting around Your Work Area and Play tropical Sounds All Day.

15. Five Days In Advance, Tell Your Friends You Can’t Attend Their Party Because You’re not in the Mood.

16. Have Your Co-workers Address You by Your Wrestling Name, Rock Bottom.

17. When The Money Comes Out The ATM, Scream “I Won! I Won!”

18. When Leaving the Zoo, Start Running towards the Parking lot, yelling “Run for Your Lives, They’re Loose!!”

19. Tell Your Children Over Dinner. “Due To The Economy, We Are Going To Have To Let One Of You Go.”

20. And the Final Way To Keep A Healthy Level Of Insanity. Send This To Someone To Make Them Smile. It’s Called Therapy